A new song I’m working on for my next record, it will be a much more acoustic, singer/songwriter style with more emphasis on lyrics and sentiment.
LYRICS: I close my eyes, disconnect my mind, still I cannot forget you. The sun and the moon left me paralyzed, still I tried to embrace you. And though we’ve departed now I still see, everything through your eyes. I hear you pronouncing that you can still, see through all my lies.
If I Could be anything I would be, something that doesn’t need to believe, something that feels instead.
If I Could feel anything I would feel secure and safe on this free spinning sphere, not randomly forced to live, for death.
I could create but not contain, so I had to cremate you.
To kill off the offspring from out of which, my heart and brain grew, a cancer that threatened to lead me to my final conclusion, the theory that everything’s leading to, disintegration.
If I Could be anything I would be, freed from this constant questioning, freed from the constant shame.
If I Could free anything I would free the human race from the pain that they bring, we try to understand then fail, to accept.
If I Could be anything I would incapable oh hypothesizing, just subjectively, observe with no thought to my relevance or objectivity, with no regard to mortality.
If I hurt you once it was not enough, to vindicate me for, leading me further away from where, I needed to be but, if there is one thing I’ve learned it’s there’s, nothing harder than hating except, releasing myself from the hold of what, I had hoped would be.
If I Could be….